I am dragging ass today. I just don't have the energy I should at my age. :sigh: Ok, I am older than I think. 40. yeah, freakin' 40. My brain says 25, my birthday says 40, my body says... oh 85?
Screw you middle age! I'm going right to old age! ~ quote's my body.
The thing that sucks about FMS/CFS is that my mind, my psyche says I should be fine! I'm freakin' young dammit. I should be out enjoying life.
A beautiful day... Good music... My body says sleep. Sleeeep my dear.
I get angry. Every day I get angry because I cannot do what I want to do.
There is no acceptance here.
Not from me, not from anyone.
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